Present (3/4/2019)
My word for 2019 is PRESENT.
I want to learn to sit in the now, listen to God and those before me, and pay attention. No longer looking backwards with regret or longing. No longer meticulously planning and attempting to control the future. But simply being present.
Scott and I recently spent a week with the Makarios staff in the Dominican Republic. What an incredible week! God gifted me with time and the opportunity to practice being present. One afternoon, we were sent to go find a quiet place and reflect. I found a spot. Read a chapter in John. Listened. And reflected on the week…
February 15, 2019
Present. Stillness. Listen. Pay attention.
Sitting here in the mountains
Worshiping with men and women who sing with abandon and confidence
Reading truth
Struggling through hard things…the unknown
Believing that we are equipped for this challenge
Hoping for God’s favor
Watching faces light up with laughter
Witnessing tears and hurt
Processing our present
Laughing with new friends
Looking towards our future
Trusting God with our children
Embarking on an adventure
Walking, no longer sitting and waiting
Encouraging with smiles and limited words
Realizing shared experiences create similar stories
Building relationships
Drawing closer to Scott
Running towards Jesus
Practicing boldness
Sharing meals
Trying new things
Thanking God for perfect timing
Paying attention
Listening
Writing my thoughts because I want to remember
Missing my family
Remembering our story
Leaning into the unknown
Clinging to the ONE who loves me
Choosing to be me
Opening my heart to new relationships
Releasing control
Praying
Lifting my arms to my Abba Father
Present. Stillness. Listen. Pay attention.