This Christmas I will choose to be present.

This Christmas 

I will

be present

make sure I am in a few of the pictures

sit with my kids and just be still

say all the things I want to say

not take for granted the time we are together

observe and take note of the faces of those I love

play games

laugh

choose quality time over gifts

embrace the things that are important

let go of traditions that cause stress

choose joy

sit

listen to the stories of our parents

ask questions

pray more

savor the food prepared

acknowledge the small details

give thanks

return to the reason we celebrate

not assume that everything will be the same next year

hold Scott’s hand

allow Zoey and Scottie to continue to experience the magic of the season

hug Jacob and Emma Grace - more often, tighter, and for longer

cry when I feel emotional

say I love you

smile more

think before I speak

take in the moments and store them for later

look my people in the eye

lean in to the Spirit and follow His leading

slow down

be present

The year 2020

has taught me to not make assumptions and to change my expectations

has been one unlike any before in our lifetime

has highlighted the importance of slowing down, holding plans loosely, and not taking time with family for granted

has provided me with perspective

This Christmas I will choose to be present.